I feel very tired today.

The last two weeks have been very long and very weird and my brain is aching from thinking too much.

At the moment Cam and I are at a loss at what to do. Since Cam's nan has passed away and it is now time for his family to go home we don't know wether to move to London as originally planned as we don't want to leave his grandad alone.

And then there is the small issue of the terror attacks in London and the threat that there may be more of them.

It's weird to think that Kelly Cameron and I were at Russel Square station on Tuesday - and now it's been blown to bits.

We're thinking of going to Paris tommorow for a few days - mostly because Martin now can't come to London and also because I think I need to get away from 15 Royston Avenue for a few days as the last few weeks have rather taken their toll.

It was lovely to recieve so many emails from everyone after the attcks - makes us both feel very loved - Thanks so much to all of you who wrote to us. It's times like this that you feel the most homesick.

Anyway, must be off, as Cam's sister flies back to Indonesia this afternoon and I think I'll be doing my last shift at Subway and then handing in my resignation - that place is starting to get to me.

Everyone take care - as we promise to also

Love to you all

Lauren